Honestly, I'm not sure what has inspired me to create this blog. My life in generally uneventful, and I really don't know what I will write. I will probably end up using this as an outlet for my ranting and the arguments that I have with myself and others. I like to argue, in case you don't already know. In fact, I will quite literally argue about anything. My mother and I once argued over the color of tennis balls...seriously. She has stated, more than once, that I would argue with a fence post that could not talk back. I disagree (no surprise there). I will not argue with people who do not argue back--it is no fun whatsoever.
Anyway, I seem to have gotten off-track. My posts will probably seem random most of the time, but I am an avid daydreamer so my thought process may or may not be conjoined with reality. Feel free to take an interest or ignore me. I like feedback, so comments are welcome.
In reality I am simply a struggling college student. I go to class (most of the time), study (unless I can avoid it), and work (someone has to pay for the electricity). I am currently single, and I have only been in one relationship in my life (which was a flop). I have also struggled to develop new friendships at college. My best friends are still the girls that I hung out with in high school. That isn't really a bad thing, but I often wish that I had someone close at hand that I could really confide in. Now you know why I am a daydreamer...reality is often boring at best and painful at worst.
Now, once I cross the borders of reality, life is more interesting. In my head, I am confident, beautiful, and heroic. I can do anything I please. Don't get me wrong, fantasy Kate is by no means perfect. There are things that I like about myself in reality which have become integral parts of fantasy Kate; these traits however, like so many things in life, have pitfalls as well as charms. Fortunately, I do not believe in perfection because it is both undefinable and unattainable. However, fantasy Kate's imperfections are ones that, for the most part, I have learned to manage, so they rarely cause me grief.
The best thing about fantasy is the unending adventure. I can always find something to satisfy my inner adventurer. Every book, movie, TV show and song has the potential to add to my reverie. I have an excellent grip on reality, but it is the world in my head that generally keeps me entertained.
Well, for now, I will cease my rambling, but don't be a stranger. Stay tuned for more musings, and I will try my best to be entertaining.
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I admire you. I always have and I always will. Your intellegence and wit always surpass mine, and I love you more than you could possibly know. There is nothing wrong with still being close friends with your high school friends. I think our group's problem is that most of us feel we need to break away from anything that will associate us with high school. What a pity when our friendship is a blessing that not many can find. I expect you to confide in me and I pray that you will come to know that. And if you don't know that, then I've obviously not done my job as your friend. I will enjoy reading up on you and your thoughts since we don't get to talk much anymore. And what little we do talk, I soak it in as much as I can, holding on to every ounce just in case one day it's gone. You are one of my very best friends, and I don't think I could ever find a person remotely like you or anyone who could possibly take away your place in my heart. As for this novel, I will conclude with you are beautiful and smart and confident. You carry yourself in a way that says you could care less about what others think. For a long time, I truly thought you didn't care. Whether it's a hard shell covering up your soft inside, or you truly don't care, I have always looked up to you for that and your ability to think objectively when I can't.
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